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Prelims
August 11, 2010 || 5:56 PM

Like what I'd always believed in. When people say things to bring my moral down, or make me feel demoralised , or even despise me, i dont fight back & prove that they're wrong. In fact, i let them do it. I'll just feel demoralised, but i dont do anything. Perhaps i was wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. I dont aim to be the best, the top , or anything. I dont want to be a part of the competition between people. I just want to live normally, I dont want to think things in a complicated way. So what if my results aint as great as others, at least I dont feel so tired for thinking what should i do next to do better than him/her/them . There are people who says things that you might not like to hear, such as trying to demoralise you, but what they meant was to motivate you. This works on most people, i think. But definitely not me. I wonder why too. Maybe im weird or sth. i dont know. haha. People always say, "as long as you did your best...... " . What is ' Best ' ? Define it for me. O levels is starting in like , less than 10 weeks time? I dont know what i want now.
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Prelims starting tmr (for me.) .
Geez. Not worried, couldnt be bothered, dont care.
CHUA QING LING, YOU NEED TO STUDY,
NOW!
Emath paper 1 & Social studies tmr.
Grrrr.