“Life will get better.”
July 28, 2010 || 8:25 PM
I know i always set v high expectations for myself and things i do.
Ms tay's right. I'll never be happy. Because i wont get what i want. Each time i get sth, i set higher expectations..
I have to learn to let go..
DPA, you suck big time. :>
July 26, 2010 || 7:28 PM
Custard apple anyone?
Happy girl ^v^
V lazy to blog abt ytd. Here's sth new, took only just now!
Updates of flora baby.
Kor went to collect her house.
The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain + A picture of your favorite food
July 24, 2010 || 8:19 PM
I have lots a favourite food - mainly junk food lah. LOL. heeh
Who caused me pain? uh. No idea. -.-
Ytd was English Prelims. Killer manzx!
Ngee ann poly havent start shortlisting candidates for interview. HAIS .
July 22, 2010 || 7:55 PM
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend + A picture of yourself
My favourite internet friend? hmm. Idk. I hardly add strangers into my msn. soooo... :)Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet + A picture of what you had for lunch
Im sorry, no photo for this.
I wish i could meet edward cullen, stefan & damon salvatore.
OKAY. my fantasy world *roll eyes*Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to + A picture of what you like to do
I dont have a photo of what i like to do. :S
Uh. Dont understand this topic, so, update when i figure out :DDay 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to +A picture of your favorite drink
No photo . I know this entry should be meant for tmr. But today is 22 July.
I wish i could talk to two people: popo & kailing.
Since young, i've always argue and talked back to popo. She often end up crying and going home :I. Im not a good girl. I remember popo always make me go market w her. She always cook her own meals. She always sits on her chair. Even though she's afraid of Flora, she still gives flora food. Flora knew popo's scared of it, so she wont go near popo. Popo also used to make me dresses, clothes. She gave me a bolster, small one. She say mummy used it before, i remember correctly. But its not w me anymore when we moved house because mummy ask me dont bring ): . But as i grew older, w/o noticing, me & popo dont argue anymore. Seeing her getting ill, no energy to move about , hospitalising.. And everytime mummy & i go visit popo at hospital, i always whine, wanting to go home because im bored there. Mummy would scold me, and i understood why. Popo's alone there. She wants someone to pei her too. I was selfish. I wish i could talk to popo now, argue w her, talk to her, and tell her i've grown up now, i'm more matured now.
Kailing, my primary school classmate cum chinese dance member too. Xitong texted me today, telling me that today's kailing's birthday when she was alive. Sometimes i wondered, if she hadnt left us, where will she be now (what school) , how will she look like, is she studying hard? or become ahlian. lol -.- . I wished she was here. In th past, she would tell me who're true friends, and who're hypocrites. She dont pretend. She's good towards her friends. I wish she was here for me to talk to. I wanna know how she is now.
Chinese compre on tueday (20th july) . SO TRICKY ): !
July 19, 2010 || 7:28 PM
Im sorry, but i dont remember any dream, or have any pictures that makes me cry, inspires me. O:
Oh. Do watch MERLIN. (Y)(Y)(Y)
Day 05 - Your dreams + A picture of your morning
July 17, 2010 || 8:56 PM
My dreams? I used to want to be a professional dancer.
I always believed in this: " Great dancers are not great because of their technique. They are great because of their passion "
I'm not afraid at the sight of blood. Mummy encouraged me to work hard and be a doctor in the future. But is that what i really want? ...
Now im in secondary 4. I wanna apply for DPA . I have to start thinking what i wanna do, my path. I opted for these 3 courses :
1. Veterinary Bioscience
2. Biomedical Science
3. Optometry .
I really really really wanna do veterinary bioscience. I dont know why. but i know i really wanna do this.
Day 04 - Your sibling + A picture of where you went today.
July 16, 2010 || 8:00 PM
I'll upload pictures soon! ^^
I have two elder brothers who dote on me many many.
When I told them i'm going to watch movie , blahblahblah, hinting them sponsor me $$ , they'll always give me 10 bucks. When they have money , they'll give me 5-20 dollars. My brothers bring me to school or fetch me from school often. Often, when my eldest brother send me to school, i'll ask him to stop at the petrol station so that i can buy tidbits , he'll always give me money to buy. When i forget to bring my wallet, he'll give me money. He's humorous. He also gives me money in car, telling me to go school & eat. My brothers always tell me not to eat so much junk food. "Eat junk food so pro, eat meals never see you eat so much lah hor" , is what they always say.
My second brother, when we're inside the car, we always fool around. Like we argue, we bite, we kick , we hit , we tickle each other. Mummy always end up scolding us for being so noisy.
Even though they smoke, but they always warn me about, if i ever pick up smoking, they'll beat me t death. This shows that they dont want me to learn such things. And i wont.
Although the age gap between me and my brothers are 5 and 7 each. But im lucky that i have them as my brothers. Its not easy to have a brother who dote on you so much, and will worry if you've eat in school and etc, let alone , i have two. So im glad that i have such wonderful and awesome brothers! :)
Day 03 - My parents + A picture of what you did today
July 15, 2010 || 6:41 PM
My parents? Hmm.
My mother is protective of me. She's strict and always make me study, but that's good in a way, She nags like every momma. She's loud like me. She always ask me to not shout when she's shouting. LOL. Maybe we're all loud. HAHA. She can be fun. She's awesome because she does all the housework. She loves me. She loves Flora. Sometimes she dont allow me go here and there, do this and that, but she still dotes me a lot.
My father , spoils me a lot. I remember my dad would buy me things i request (almost?) . He never beats me (i remembered he did okay! two or three times when i was really really really young. ). He never scolds me. He'll just nag, okay , not nag. he just explain and talk reason w you.
My brothers always say im lucky. My daily allowance is more than theirs (during their schooltime) , i get to go shopping and buy bags/wallets. etc etc. I feel that also. LOL. ._.
But i like my parents, because they dote me alot. And i love my pappy and mammy a lot also . :)
Wanted to take flora down walk walk, then i never carry her mah. when lift open, my neighbour (the 3 small girls) were inside, want come out. This girl dunno dumb or what, run out of th lift, scream and run to the staircase. I, never seen this before - FLORA CHASE AFTER HER AND BARK FIERCELY. LOLOL. The girl ran down th stairs, flora, an italian greyhound (FOR GOODNESS SAKE , GREYHOUNDS RUN DAMN FAST PLEASE.) let me had hard time chasing the dog. The girl's two sisters were inside th lift, looking at their sister. LOL. and th girl , i think she crying at home now. I SAID SORRY . But she has to admit that she's dumb enough to run. LOL . Maybe never think properly, but her sisters were like watching "free show" . LOL. Sad case. But which dog dont go after someone who runs ? TSK.
Day 02 - Your crush + A picture of what you wore today.
July 14, 2010 || 6:01 PM
(photo not taken today. but i wore the exact same clothes & brought the exact same bag t school today)
My crush? I dont have one now, so, i dont have anything to say! O:
Titles for 30 letters : Y
Everyday(except fridays) having mock exams for diff subjects. I mean , c'mon lah, as if there'll be a lot of people studying -.- . Tired manxz ! SIBEI SIAN LAH. O:
July 13, 2010 || 6:30 PM
Okay. when you see this two photos, dont laugh.....................
Childhood photos .Uh. I think this was taken on my birthday. I found this two photos from facebook , my ex-ex-neighbour's fb profile lah. Shocking sia. LOL. I recognised Yisi & xueli .But the one on my right (first photo) , idk liao. I think its Ovilia or sth. But she already like migrate to idk which country she's in now. But idk issit her lah. Maybe idk one. who knows. LOL :I .
Totally dont remember/know that these photos existed. LOL. I miss fajar. More fun . ._.
Day 01 - Your Best Friend + A picture of yourself
|| 5:32 PM
I chose this photo because i was happy (or surprised till dont know what to do) .My Best Friend
Many people always tell me Good/Best friends, one or two is enough.
Define "Best friend" for me ?
In primary school, i have a group of girlfriends (we dont call ourselves that lah, still young, know what sial. LOL) . We always quarrel and one or two of us will always be out of th group for a while. After a friend, someone who truly treats you well left us, this group of us were closer. I remembered once , my class ,the boys & the girls fell out. I really mean whole class, or almost? . I dont really remember why. But i remembered the whole big group of us were like screaming & yelling at each another at the school canteen. Teachers were having meetings & they could hear us. I remembered that was before our supplymentary lesson. But its all these little quarrels that makes us closer. Even after we'd graduated, a group of us still meet up once in a while. Especially teachers day & chinese new year & holidays. This group of us, although we dont meetup v often, we dont talk everyday, but our friendship is still so strong. I really hope that this group of us, we'll always be like this - no matter what happens, we're there for each another.
In secondary school, I have a group of girls where we're always doing projects and etc together. But we've drifted in secondary 2-3 . The problem lies w me. I wanted to make more friends, be more social w people in my class. But I'm happy to see the girls happy & good (as in, what i see in school everyday lah.) . But inside my heart, they're still as important as before. No joke.
Now, i have a clique of girlfriends/sisters. All of us were in our cliques before, but today, we're all together in one whole big clique. I dont know how this happen. But I like it like that. We joke, we talk, we have lunch together, we play, we tease. Everyone's fun.
There're so much more awesome people around me. So much so much that are awesome. Like my life science society project partners. Awesome fun fantastic interesting marvellous wonderful excellent people. heh. There're many more. maaaaaaaaaaaany more!
To me, friends are people who are there for you no matter what. They accept you for who you are & dont pretend. Everyone makes a best friend to me. I'm silly. I treat everyone as a good friend even though many people tell me to not trust others easily. But i believe that in f/ships, there has to be a basic trust. This applies to everything . So , in conclusion? I love my friends! :)
Titles for 30 entries:Y
30 letters , 30 pictures
July 12, 2010 || 9:02 PM
Saw desiree's blog & found it interesting, so decided to do it too! Posting 30 entries (one entry per day lah duh) .30 Letters:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only oneday
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror30 pictures
Day 01 - A picture of yourself
Day 02 - A picture of what you wore today
Day 03 - A picture of what you did today
Day 04 - A picture of where you went today
Day 05 - A picture of your morning
Day 06 - A picture that inspires you
Day 07 - A picture that makes you cry
Day 08 - A picture of yourself
Day 09 - A picture of what you had for lunch
Day 10 - A picture of what you like to do
Day 11 - A picture of your favorite drink
Day 12 - A picture of your favorite food
Day 13 - A picture of your friends
Day 14 - A picture of your favorite teacher(s)
Day 15 - A picture of yourself
Day 16 - A picture of your dream cell phone
Day 17 - A picture of your mp3 player
Day 18 - A picture of your room
Day 19 - A picture of your favorite musical instrument(s)
Day 20 - A picture of where you want to honeymoon
Day 21 - A picture that makes you think of your loved one
Day 22 - A picture of yourself
Day 23 - A picture that describes your life
Day 24 - A picture of what you did today
Day 25 - A picture that you edited
Day 26 - A picture that makes you angry
Day 27 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago
Day 28 - A picture of what you wore today
Day 29 - A picture of yourself
Day 30 - A picture of you and your best friend
Gonna start this from tomorrow. :)
July 10, 2010 || 3:03 PM
I almost overslept & luckily i've recieved a few texts from different people. Not to wake me up lah. duh -.- . Okay. Chemistry lesson was alright. lol. Parents brought flora come fetch me after that! SAY HI TO MY BABY:
Okay. then we went bukit timah there , mummy buy breakfast -cum- lunch takeaway. Then reach home. Planning to go sleep after eating de k! While eating halfway, huijuan called. So i answered (okay skip.) . She told me she forgot to bring her keys & nobody's at home cause her parents went out gaigai i think. So she bus'ed down to my house. Brought Flora down to fetch her. Be honoured k sista. HAHAH. Then mummy asked if she ate, she said no. So brought her to the coffeeshop beside condo, then raining somemore. zz. Then walked home. Stayed in room. I sent in my DPA application. *grin* . Like finally please. heh. One burden down O: . Then she also played w my lipglosses. And we played webcam .
Pretty boliao but still cool. HAHAHA. Then uh. around 2+ liddat her D called, then sent her down to bus stop. I got heart de okay! I even pei her wait for bus 963. Heh. Then say goodbye t her and walked home. Heh.
NGEE ANN POLY experience
July 09, 2010 || 8:46 PM
Went to ngee ann poly today after lunch.
Im sorry yvonne! That i forgot about you. i swear i dont mean it! x_x
Pretty cool. Thought about my choices. And uh. so. yea. Pretty fun. Liquid nitrogen thing was really cool. The lecturer was humorous. haha.
Okay. left NP at around 7pm, cause talking & asking questions -.-
Then bus'ed home w huiyu. Reach home at around 7.30pm .
July 07, 2010 || 9:13 PM
Happy sweet sixteen to
- Gina twinnie
- Ming Xian
Chinese oral (O level) today. Dont ask. Xiasway only.
July 06, 2010 || 8:32 PM
O level chinese Oral .. TOMORROW.
Damn. Im not ready. Hai hao lah actually.
*pray hard* because if they ask about Youth Olympic Games or Global warming , comfirm i will smile like one idiot (like what kengpeng imitated " heeeheeeheee " face ) . BECAUSE I'VE GOT NO IDEA ON WHAT TO SAY. Wish me GOOOOOOOOOOD luck kay.
July 04, 2010 || 3:09 PM
Twilight saga eclipse movie was FANTASTIC, AWESOME, MARVELLOUS, BRILLIANT......
i dont know. Its the best of the three movies. (Y)(Y)(Y) x 1 million.
Oh. & thats the first picture i took after i cut my fringe. (Y)
movie with Jasmine cousin & YiQian :) .
After movie headed to Bus interchange meet Priscilla, huiyu, baoru, jaya(jothie). Took bus 77. Got kengpeng to wait at bus stop for us. It was drizzling. Sad. Can't stand the long walk. Some of us were saying we'll never enter Signature Park again. LOL. I think some of us go there to take pictures nia lor. LOL.
Billy's pink birthday party:
Baoru & Jaya
I like this shot. O:
Priscilla & Elizabeth :)
Johby, priscilla, me & elizabeth :)
Johby! LOL. Janica kept wanting to take photo for us, me & johby kept commenting "fail! " .LOL. took idk how many shots . I think johby uploaded the best one already .LOL.
i forgot who took this. But i think i'll caption this photo as JOHBY BEGGING ME! LOL :I
Priscilla, the one who always make me laugh & go crazy. " King Albert Park " !
Only photo which huiyu is willing to take w me, and that is, BULLYING ME. ._.
Hi desiree! LOL. ._.
Me sitting on baoru's lap .
Baoru, Jaya, me, andy's sista , kengpeng. LOL. Andy's sister v cute one, automactic come stand beside us & take w us. cute huh!
Hi elizabeth lovely (L)
Parents came and fetch me. Send baoru & jaya(jothie) home too :) .
I'll update this post when i see more photos that were uploading in facebook. I dont know who took the photo of me & billy (the birthday boy) . So uh.ya . Will update soon!. HEH.